Chefelf.com Night Life: Deepsycher - Viewing Profile

After my lesson, I had a nap today in an attempt to ease off a horrible stomach ache. I had a dream where I woke up. Everything felt so real. I thought someone was under my bedsheets. It was only a black pillow. The bed lamp wouldn't turn on. I got up and I thought I saw someone's head poking out at the top of my long chair from behind.

I quickly jumped out to my chair and another chair which was previous across the room was in front creating that groove. I knew something was wrong so I quickly ran to the light switches. They didnt work and the room was so dark.

My server was running and the serverboard on the table which I left on before I went to sleep.

I opened the door and the wall's of the landing out there were like a blue colour in motion. Like the reflection of a swimming pool.

It was really scary and I had problems trying to wake up whilst running. Almost as if something was chasing after me. I was trying to say something but I could only hear myself as if I had tape over my mouth. I strained to walk and run as for feeling frightened.

Problematic Random Thought: Maybe something bad is going to happen to me and above was the imagery of it.

I feel like I am going to fail the first part of my exams in January because I have less than a month of solid teaching left starting from last week. I waited so long for that one to one tutor whilst forcefully spending (on attendance) the previous times in a noisy library not doing anything much with a build up of unanswered questions. I hate to fail things the first time. I am so worried.

I am no good at understanding jokes unless they are my own.

The joke I like:

Office manager: Right, we are going to have new firmware today in our office. You're all fired!

I need no correction. I know, that's why I said in a, "virtually serious sense".
Just in the same way as this being a reminder to you.

Complaint:
I am being punished for my spending spree months ago with slowly recouping.
It was required without pleasure.
It will take a long time not to touch anything financially.

In a virtually serious sense, god punishes those who are rude, condescending and belitting to others.


I hate long distant connections on broadband.
So slowly performing.

I hope I can sort that out when I get a decent paid job down the line in the future.