Icey's a Daddy, formally Wherein Icey cries and stuff
#1
Posted 11 November 2004 - 07:41 AM
Hey all. Perla gave birth to our son circa 1:01 two and a half hour ago when this is written (is now 03:37 [EDIT: But the internet decided to stop working, so I never got around to sending it then]) and I've never been as afraid, happy, touched and moved in my life.
Perla's bag was torn around 3:30 PM yesterday, and soon after she started feeling pain, soon she started going through hellish torture that I have no words to describe, no ways to help, all I could do was watch and hold her hand telling her all would be well, while I was freaking out and thinking to myself, this isn't right! This shouldn't hurt like this!
Then she screamed out "I wish I could just die!" as she cried... That made me cry, rivers and rivers of tears because there was no fucking way that I could help her being releaved from that pain so all I could do was hold her hand tightly clench my eyes back in a feeble attempt to fight my tears back. But then she patted my head as a way to tell me everything would be allright, while going through the worst pain of her entire life. She was more concerned about how I felt than herself while going through unspeakable pain I will never come close to feeling and at that moment it struck me how much she loved me, how much I loved her and how much I felt like I didn't deserve to be even seen around with such a great person as her. That moment is without a doubt the second most beautiful memory of my entire fucking life.
The other one being, when Alexander was born... When I saw his face for the first time, I notced how he had almost strangled himself and the godmother had to rip him out of Perla, tearing her up badly, beautiful but scared the life out of me.... I'm very tired... haven't slept since.... Friday. Night all.
Perla's bag was torn around 3:30 PM yesterday, and soon after she started feeling pain, soon she started going through hellish torture that I have no words to describe, no ways to help, all I could do was watch and hold her hand telling her all would be well, while I was freaking out and thinking to myself, this isn't right! This shouldn't hurt like this!
Then she screamed out "I wish I could just die!" as she cried... That made me cry, rivers and rivers of tears because there was no fucking way that I could help her being releaved from that pain so all I could do was hold her hand tightly clench my eyes back in a feeble attempt to fight my tears back. But then she patted my head as a way to tell me everything would be allright, while going through the worst pain of her entire life. She was more concerned about how I felt than herself while going through unspeakable pain I will never come close to feeling and at that moment it struck me how much she loved me, how much I loved her and how much I felt like I didn't deserve to be even seen around with such a great person as her. That moment is without a doubt the second most beautiful memory of my entire fucking life.
The other one being, when Alexander was born... When I saw his face for the first time, I notced how he had almost strangled himself and the godmother had to rip him out of Perla, tearing her up badly, beautiful but scared the life out of me.... I'm very tired... haven't slept since.... Friday. Night all.
#2
Posted 11 November 2004 - 08:56 AM
Good on ya three! Congratulations are in order, methinx.
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#5
Posted 11 November 2004 - 01:07 PM
Congratulations, Icey! Good luck with everything1
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#10
Posted 11 November 2004 - 03:41 PM
Wow.
Just wow. I don't think I can even begin to comprehend how that must have been for both of you...just reading about it blows my mind. Unfortunately, that means I can't think of anything particularly clever to say about it, so I'm just going to say "congratulations" like everyone else.
Congratulations, Icey! And that goes doubly to Perla!
Now...when do we get to see some pictures? We must have pictures! Come on, I know you have some. Load them up!
Just wow. I don't think I can even begin to comprehend how that must have been for both of you...just reading about it blows my mind. Unfortunately, that means I can't think of anything particularly clever to say about it, so I'm just going to say "congratulations" like everyone else.
Congratulations, Icey! And that goes doubly to Perla!
Now...when do we get to see some pictures? We must have pictures! Come on, I know you have some. Load them up!
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#12
Posted 11 November 2004 - 04:59 PM
The name is Alexander.
Congratulations Icey. I know it seems scary, and it probably always will. I'm sure you'll make a great father. The thing about kids, is you've just got to try your best and learn as you go along.
Congratulations Icey. I know it seems scary, and it probably always will. I'm sure you'll make a great father. The thing about kids, is you've just got to try your best and learn as you go along.
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#13
Posted 11 November 2004 - 08:52 PM
I've just read your news Icey and I was moved to tears.
I wish the three of you a wonderful future. How amazing to think you made a person who you'll love and will love you for the rest of your life.
What a brave girl!
Aren't we women magnificent....some of us.
I wish the three of you a wonderful future. How amazing to think you made a person who you'll love and will love you for the rest of your life.
What a brave girl!
Aren't we women magnificent....some of us.
#15
Posted 11 November 2004 - 09:16 PM
Thanks all... Wow, I'm weepin' a bit from reading this, the events of the last few 24 hours have just been too much for me or something... I'm in a bit of an overflow. And women truly are magnificent creatures never again I shall say.
"Pah, women are so stupid, they can like only do one thing at a time. Like, talking and walking at the same time... They'll only fall on their arses!"
Well, I never said that, but my friend did once and I found it kinda amusing. But in the end, women are magnificent and I am lucky to be loved by one.
Oohh! And my friend ALREADY made me a picture nigh 24 hours ago, the same that did the study of me in my signature, and can be located here: The Linkie of Links
And LP, you have all rights to feel involved, you're the closest society I belong to and I love every single one of you. Love to you all
"Pah, women are so stupid, they can like only do one thing at a time. Like, talking and walking at the same time... They'll only fall on their arses!"
Well, I never said that, but my friend did once and I found it kinda amusing. But in the end, women are magnificent and I am lucky to be loved by one.
Oohh! And my friend ALREADY made me a picture nigh 24 hours ago, the same that did the study of me in my signature, and can be located here: The Linkie of Links
And LP, you have all rights to feel involved, you're the closest society I belong to and I love every single one of you. Love to you all